These days I pretend to be ok.
Especially when I call to my family.
I pretend I can can do everything in front of my son.
So he thinks I can make anything now:>
Sometimes I’m desperate to be myself but I try keep it to myself.
I think I’m afraid to not pretend to be someone I’m not.
I’m afraid I might give up being mother and become depressed.
When I talk with my friends and husband I can be myself but not 100%.
Only with my older sister I don’t need to pretend to be anything or anyone else.
So I wonder do you have a companion you don’t have to pretend to be someone eles to?
Please feel free to comment as I would love to know what your thoughts are.
When do you pretend to be someone you’re not?
To family like me?
Or to friends
Or to co-workers or boss?